Suzanne Finnamore quote: "I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man."

Bushwhacked, I examine my hands. Same hands. Rings still there but no longer valid.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Any way I slice reality it comes out poorly, and I feel an urge to not exist, something I have never...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

So many events and moments that seemed insignificant add up. I remember how for the last Valentine´...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I know one thing about men," Bunny says with finality, leaving the room to check on A. "They never d...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

He left a bit too easily and with obvious relief. His feet were swift and sure on the muddy path.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Delusion detests focus and romance provides the veil.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I used to loathe ambivalence; now I adore it. Ambivalence is my new best friend.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I was steeped in denial, but my body knew.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I remember one desolate Sunday night, wondering: Is this how I´m going to spend the rest of my life...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Such silence has an actual sound, the sound of disappearance.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I saw my reflection in their eyes, but not the men themselves, not clearly. This preserved the idea ...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I am going insane. Yes. That is what´s happening. Good. Insane.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I have a new mantra, which I chant softly to myself: "Oh My God Oh My God.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

The snag about marriage is, it isn´t worth the divorce.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Already things are changing; it´s starting with small shit but oh it´s starting, the change, the i...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

A heart can stop beating for a while, one can still live.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

How can I grieve what is still in motion?" I ask her. "Shoes are still dropping all over the place. ...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

After you are here, I will try not to become one of those parents who brag incessantly about their c...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

When you moved, I felt squeezed with a wild infatuation and protectiveness. We are one. Nothing, not...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

You are the closest I will ever come to magic.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

The whole world seems tilted, my inner ear displaced by a hole where my spouse used to be.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

This is much worse than losing a cat. You do not wish the cat dead, for example, after the first two...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I want to own this transition, not to simply swallow the shame of it entire. I will push for every l...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

My mind floats like ash. I blame myself most cruelly.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I feel angry but not homocidal; this may be unlooked-for progress.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I should have known then it wasn´t nothing, as he called it. But I was eight months pregnant...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I am not ready to think of him as either insane or evil, to consider in full how I could love and ha...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I played possum. I did this, as the possum does, out of fear.
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

I mentally bless and exonerate anyone who has kicked a chair out from beneath her or swallowed opium...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

It´s like watching someone do a triple backflip dismount and land on two feet, solid, arms splayed ...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Soon he was online every night until one or two a.m. Often he would wake up at three of four a.m. an...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Daily I walk around my small, picturesque town with a thought bubble over my head: Person Going Thro...
SUZANNE FINNAMORE

Writing in other voices is almost Japanese in the sense that there's a certain formality there w...
SUZANNE VEGA

It's amazing to see things that are suggested in the book fully developed and so brilliantly rea...
SUZANNE COLLINS

No matter how much we love someone, or think we know them, we can never know what it is like to be i...
SUZANNE LAFLEUR

Yes, frosting. The final defense of the dying.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Diets - the ultimate empty promise perpetuating the same cycle over and over again. We've all be...
SUZANNE SOMERS

Remember?" he asks. "This is where you kissed me."
So the heavy dose of morphling administered...
SUZANNE COLLINS

When the brain perceives you are no longer reproductive because your hormones are out of balance, it...
SUZANNE SOMERS

Both the 'Gregor' series and 'The Hunger Games' are what I call lightning-bolt ideas...
SUZANNE COLLINS

You should drink at least eight glasses of water a day in order to stay regular, lose weight, and de...
SUZANNE SOMERS

I'm a fan of meeting readers face to face, at reader events, where we're able to sit down an...
SUZANNE BROCKMANN

Every chemical that makes it into your bloodstream - be it through your lungs, stomach, or skin - me...
SUZANNE SOMERS

I understood something way back when I was on 'Three's Company.' When I got the part, I ...
SUZANNE SOMERS

Telling a story in a futuristic world gives you this freedom to explore things that bother you in co...
SUZANNE COLLINS

If there's a more helpless feeling than trying to reach someone you love who's trapped underground, ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

There is nothing more innately human than the tendency to transmute what has become customary into w...
SUZANNE LAFOLLETTE

Once I started dancing, I was not the spoiled brat or the rebellious child that I was as a child.
SUZANNE FARRELL

Many marriages break up over hormonal imbalance, which is truly sad because it comes from a lack of ...
SUZANNE SOMERS

I'm going to wake Peeta," I say.
"No, wait," says Finnick. "Let's do it together. Put our faces...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I turn and put my lips close to Peeta's and drop my eyelids in imitation... "He offered me sugar and...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I just want to spend every possible minute of the rest of my life with you.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I pull an arrow, whip the notch into place, and am about to let it fly when I'm stopped by the sight...
SUZANNE COLLINS

That if desperate times call for desperate measures, then I'm free to act as desperately as I wish.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Katniss," Gale says softly.
I recognize that voice. It's the same one he uses to approach wound...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Look, if you wanted to be babied you should have asked Peeta.
SUZANNE COLLINS

The idea of being strong for someone else having never entered their heads, I find myself in the pos...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Tick, tock.
SUZANNE COLLINS

It must be very fragile, if a handful of berries can bring it down.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I'm so sorry," I whisper. I lean forward and kiss him.
His eyelashes flutter and he looks at me...
SUZANNE COLLINS

So that's who Finnick loves, I think. Not his string of fancy lovers in the Capitol. But a poor, mad...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I guess this is a bad time to mention I hung a dummy and painted Seneca Crane's name on it...
SUZANNE COLLINS

We star-crossed lovers of District 12, who suffered so much and enjoyed so little the rewards of our...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Aim higher in case you fall short.
SUZANNE COLLINS

So I only say, "So what should we do with our last few days?"

"I just want to spend every...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I really can't think about kissing when I've got a rebellion to incite.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I don't want you forgetting how different our circumstaces are. If you die, and I live, there's no l...
SUZANNE COLLINS

The bird, the pin, the song, the berries, the watch, the cracker, the dress that burst into flames. ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I always channel my emotions into my work. That way, I don't hurt anyone but myself.
SUZANNE COLLINS

So it's you and a syringe against the Capitol? See, this is why no one lets you make the plans.
SUZANNE COLLINS

My nightmares are usually about losing you. I'm okay once I realize you're here.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You know, you could live a thousand lifetimes and not deserve him.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I wish I could freeze this moment, right here, right now and live in it forever.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Remember, we're madly in love, so it's all right to kiss me anytime you feel like it.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You don’t forget the face of the person who was your last hope.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Knowing it and seeing it are two different things.
SUZANNE COLLINS

To be alone is to be different, to be different is to be alone.
SUZANNE GORDON

Finnick?" I say, "Maybe some pants?"
He looks down at his legs as if noticing his outfit for th...
SUZANNE COLLINS

And once we reach the city, my stylist will dictate my look for the opening ceremonies tonight anywa...
SUZANNE COLLINS

One more time? For the audience?" he says. His voice isn't angry. It's hollow, which is worse. Alrea...
SUZANNE COLLINS

My spirit. This is a new thought. I'm not sure exactly what it means, but it suggests I'm a fighter....
SUZANNE COLLINS

And then he gives me a smile that just seems so genuinely sweet with just the right touch of shyness...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I am not pretty. I am not beautiful. I am as radiant as the sun.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I knew you'd kiss me."
"How?" I say. Because I didn't know myself.
"Because I am in pain,...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I realize, for the first time, how very lonely I've been in the arena. How comforting the presence o...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Katniss. I remember about the bread.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Delly lost her temper at Peeta over how he treated you. She got very squeaky. It was like someone st...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Gale is mine. I am his. Anything else is unthinkable.
SUZANNE COLLINS

At some point, you have to stop running and turn around and face whoever wants you dead.The hard thi...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Fire beats roses again.
SUZANNE COLLINS

In the end, the only person I truly want to comfort me is Haymitch, because he loves Peeta, too.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Peeta,” I say lightly. “You said at the interview you’d had a crush on me forever. When did fo...
SUZANNE COLLINS

You're alive," I whisper, pressing my palms against my cheeks, feeling the smile that's so wide it m...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I just...I just miss him. And I hate being so alone.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You're punishing him over and over for things that are out of his control. Now, I'm not saying you s...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I had to do that. At least once.
SUZANNE COLLINS

No problem," Gale replies. "I wake up ten times a night anyway."
"To make sure Katniss is still...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Because I can count on my fingers the number of sunsets I have left, and I don't want to miss any of...
SUZANNE COLLINS

All those months of taking it for granted that Peeta thought I was wonderful are over. Finally, he c...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Stay with me.

Always.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I'll tell them how I survive it. I'll tell them that on bad mornings, it feels impossible to take pl...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I know what blood poisoning is, Katniss," says Peeta. "Even if my mother isn't a healer."
I'm j...
SUZANNE COLLINS

No. Now, shut up and eat your pears.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You have a... remarkable memory."
"I remember everything about you. You're the one who wasn't p...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Really, the combination of the scabs and the ointment looks hideous. I can't help enjoying his distr...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I realize only one person will be damaged beyond repair if Peeta dies. Me.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Deep in the meadow, hidden far away
A cloak of leaves, a moonbeam ray
Forget your woes and...
SUZANNE COLLINS

What about Gale?"
"He's not a bad kisser either," I say shortly.
"And it was okay with bo...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Oh, Peeta, Don't make me sorry I restarted your heart.
SUZANNE COLLINS

There's a chance that the old Peeta, the one who loves you, is still inside. Trying to get back to y...
SUZANNE COLLINS

But collective thinking is usually short-lived. We're fickle, stupid beings with poor memories and a...
SUZANNE COLLINS

At a few minutes before four, Peeta turns to me again. "Your favorite colour . . . it's green?"
SUZANNE COLLINS

She's not here," I tell him. Buttercup hisses again. "She's not here. You can hiss all you like. You...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I raise my left arm and twist my neck down to rip off the pill on my sleeve. Instead my teeth sink i...
SUZANNE COLLINS

They'll either want to kill you, kiss you, or be you.
SUZANNE COLLINS

That what I need to survive is not Gale's fire, kindled with rage and hatred. I have plenty of fire ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Closing my eyes doesn't help. Fire burns brighter in the darkness.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I think....you still have no idea. The effect you can have.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I drag myself out of nightmares each morning and find there's no relief in waking.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Technically, I am unarmed. But no one should ever underestimate the harm that fingernails can do. Es...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Are you, are you coming to the tree?
Wear a necklace of rope, side by side with me.
Stra...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Ally." Peeta says the words slowly, tasting it. "Friend. Lover. Victor. Enemy. Fiancee. Target. Mutt...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I clench his hands to the point of pain. "Stay with me."
His pupils contract to pinpoints, dial...
SUZANNE COLLINS

There are much worse games to play.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Some walks you have to take alone.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You're a painter. You're a baker. You like to sleep with the windows open. You never take sugar in y...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I must have loved you a lot.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Fire is catching! And if we burn, you burn with us!
SUZANNE COLLINS

What I need is the dandelion in the spring. The bright yellow that means rebirth instead of destruct...
SUZANNE COLLINS

You're still trying to protect me. Real or not real," he whispers.
"Real," I answer. "Because t...
SUZANNE COLLINS

It takes ten times as long to put yourself back together as it does to fall apart.
SUZANNE COLLINS

The anguish I always feel when she's in pain wells up in my chest and threatens to register on my fa...
SUZANNE COLLINS

For there to be betrayal, there would have to have been trust first.
SUZANNE COLLINS

You here to finish me off, Sweetheart?
SUZANNE COLLINS

I can feel Peeta press his forehead into my temple and he asks, 'So now that you've got me, what are...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Sometimes when I'm alone, I take the pearl from where it lives in my pocket and try to remember the ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

And I said, 'A coal miner? Why did she want a coal miner if she could've had you?' And he said, 'Bec...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I'm not prepared for Rue's family. Her parents, whose faces are still fresh with sorrow. Her fiver y...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Agreed," I say. "It's going to be a long hour."
"Maybe not that long," says Peeta." what was th...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Well, don't expect us to be too impressed. We just saw Finnick Odair in his underwear.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Why don't I just pretend I'm on camera, Plutarch?" I say.
"Yes! Perfect. One is always much bra...
SUZANNE COLLINS

You'll never be able to let him go. You'll always feel wrong about being with me.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Still, I hate them. But, of course, I hate almost everybody now. Myself more than anyone.
SUZANNE COLLINS

It's meant to be pretty," whispers Octavia, and I can see the tears threatening to spill over her la...
SUZANNE COLLINS

While I was waiting...I ate your lunch.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Katniss: I guess all those hours decorating cakes paid off.
Peeta: Yes, frosting. The final def...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Katniss: I’m coming back into focus when Caesar asks him if he has a girlfriend back home.
P...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Yeah, about that,” says Peeta, entwining his fingers in mine. “Don’t try something like that a...
SUZANNE COLLINS

The raw hunk of meat that used to be my enemy makes a sound, and I know where the mouth is. And I th...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Let the Seventy-forth Hunger Games begin, Cato, I think. Let them begin for real.
SUZANNE COLLINS

But I don't know what to him about the aftermath of killing a person. About how they never leave you...
SUZANNE COLLINS

The mayor finishes the dreary Treaty of Treason and motions for Peeta and me to shake hands. His are...
SUZANNE COLLINS

She reaches in, digs her hand deep into the ball, and pulls out a slip of paper. The crowd draws in ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

When I break into the clearing, she's on the ground, hopelessly entangled in a net. She just has the...
SUZANNE COLLINS

But I feel as if I did know Rue, and she'll always be with me. Everything beautiful brings her to mi...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Peeta's awake already, sitting on the side of the bed, looking bewildered as the trio of doctors rea...
SUZANNE COLLINS

He’s dozed off again, but I kiss him awake, which seems to startle him. Then he smiles as if he’...
SUZANNE COLLINS

But Mockingjays were never a weapon," said Madge. "They’re just songbirds. Right?"

"Yea...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Peeta, you were supposed to wake me after a couple of hours," I say.

"For what? Nothing's...
SUZANNE COLLINS

It's impossible to be the Mockingjay. Impossible to complete even this one sentence. Because now I k...
SUZANNE COLLINS

If Peeta and I were both to die, or they thought we were....My fingers fumble with the pouch on my b...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Y de repente es cómo si no existiera nadie más en el mundo que estas dos personas que atraviesan e...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Don't you see, Katniss, this will decide things. One way or the other. By the end of the day, they'l...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Lucky thing were allies, right?
-Finnick Odair
SUZANNE COLLINS

I can hear him weeping but I don't care. They probably won't even bother to question her, she's so f...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I wish they were all dead and we were, too. It would be best."

Well, there's no good resp...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Poor Finnick. Is this the first time in your life you haven't looked pretty?" I say.
"It must b...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Did you love Annie right away, Finnick?" I ask. "No." A long time passes before he adds, "She crept ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

I don't know what it is with Finnick and bread, but he seems obsessed with handling it.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Do you find this...distracting?
SUZANNE COLLINS

Plutarch rushes to reassure me. "Oh, no, Katniss. Not your wedding. Finnick and Annie's. All you nee...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Want a sugar cube?" he asks in his old seductive voice.
SUZANNE COLLINS

And if we burn, you burn with us.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Destroying things is much easier than making them.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Even if times got bad, he would never again deny himself the possibility that the future might be ha...
SUZANNE COLLINS

If you are not trying to hold on to time, you are not so afraid of losing it.
SUZANNE COLLINS

And don't you let your guard down for a second because you think anything's inevitable.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Hope,” said Vikus. “There are times it will be very hard to find. Times when it will be much eas...
SUZANNE COLLINS

If you hit bottom, there's a whole lot of people here to help you up
SUZANNE COLLINS

Oh, that I do know...Katniss will pick whoever she thinks she can't survive without.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Is that why you hate me?" I ask.
"Partly," She admits. "Jealousy is certainly involved. I also...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Oh, my dear Miss Everdeen. I thought we had an agreement not to lie to each other.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Katniss....he's still trying to keep you alive.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I roll my eyes. "So when did I become so special? When they carted me off to the Capitol?"
"No,...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Sorry excuses for hunters and friends. Both of us.
SUZANNE COLLINS

In theory, sure, Gregor could still go home. Pack up his three-year-old sister, Boots, get his mom o...
SUZANNE COLLINS

You love me. Real or not real?"
I tell him, "Real.
SUZANNE COLLINS

Here's some advice. Stay alive," says Haymitch, and then bursts out laughing. I exchange a look with...
SUZANNE COLLINS

To this day, I can never shake the connection between this boy, Peeta Mellark, and the bread that ga...
SUZANNE COLLINS

They'll be granted immunity!" I feel myself rising from my chair, my voice full of resonant. "You wi...
SUZANNE COLLINS

Flight is essential, but I can't let my fear show.
SUZANNE COLLINS

The question is, what are you going to do?"
It turns out the question that's been eating away ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

As we curve around into the loop of the City Circle, I can see that a couple of other stylists have ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

In stark contrast to two nights ago, when I felt Peeta was a million miles away, I'm struck by his i...
SUZANNE COLLINS

What must it be like, I wonder, to live in a world where food appears at the press of a button? How ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

We just saw Finnick Odair in his underwear.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I feel like I owe him something, and I hate owing people. Maybe if I had thanked him at some point, ...
SUZANNE COLLINS

He tilts his forehead down to rest against mine and pulls me closer. His skin, his whole being radia...
SUZANNE COLLINS

We fight, we dare, we end our hunger for justice.
SUZANNE COLLINS

I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man.

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Suzanne Finnamore

I travel back in time, falling back into what I know for certain, the historical data I cling to in order to not go mad, not assume I made a suicidal and well-informed error in marrying this man.

Suzanne Finnamore

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