You need a balance in life between dealing with what's going on inside and not being so absorbed in yourself that it takes over.

There is a vast difference between how things seem from the outside and how they feel on the inside.

Also, in a funny way, if you have been happily married there are no unresolved areas, nothing to prove to yourself after the other dies.

Then again, they're not scripted and I feel it's virtually impossible to be anything but yourself when you're in front of the cameras and cooking so there is a measure of truth in what you see.

At some stages of your life you will deal with things and at others you are overwhelmed with misery and anxiety.

There is something wrong about being photographed that has nothing to do with vanity.