When I look back on this I'll always be hurt. Not because of you but because I'm afraid. You think you're the only one hurting but I'm hurting with you. Only for you it'll go away. Eventually. For me the hurt of wanting the one you love to be happy with someone else because I'm to afraid is a pain that won't go away. It's a pain no one else knows. It's a secret pain. And it's killing me.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry I hurt you. But you don't deserve me. You deserve someone who isn't afraid of love. When you find her and I see you smile again, being happy again, I'll know all my pain was worth it. Maybe then my tears will stop. Until then I'll lay awake at night and miss everything, I'll relive the memories no matter how painful, and I'll remember our love. Just please don't ever regret me. Please don't forget me. And for now...please don't ignore me anymore. 

Forget the Past. Doubt the Future. Love the Present.

Sensible, warm, caring women and MOODY, uptight, erratic, grumpy men DO NOT GO WELL TOGETHER!!! Take some Midol for that shit dude!!

Was it hard?" I ask.
Letting go?"

Not as hard as holding on to something that wasn't real.

If this is what it's like for you to love me, then do me a favor, love me less.