Well, now
If little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you
Little by little
If suddenly you forget me
Do not look for me
For I shall already have forgotten you

If you think it long and mad the wind of banners that passes through my life
And you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots
Remember
That on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms
And my roots will set off to seek another land

And I'm ill with the thought of your kiss, coffee-laced intoxicating on her lips... shut it out, I've got no claim on you now, I'm not allowed to wear you freedom down

I will not deny that my heart has long occupied itself with the most tender feelings for another. So strong were these impulses that I indulged myself by thinking that if I could not have him whom I admired whom I will admit it now when I would not before I loved then I would never want another. However those are sentiments best saved for one of Lily's romances. The heart is a far more practical thing and in its life is happily capable of more than a single attachment.

I wrote you a letter today, saying all the things I have wanted to say....I set in on fire and watched the ashes swirl delicately in the breeze and flitter away. Freeing my heart of words unspoken that you choose not to hear since you walked away without a word. Lifting the weight of the past from around my neck

This time is strange for me. I feel like I'm changing. I like that, in a way. And even though everything is confusing, I'm not afraid. I'm just ready for something to work. I want to find that person who can make me whole, and who knows maybe I already have.

Emtpy is only empty, because you see it that way. Forget about perceived emptiness and move on with your day.