And I'm ill with the thought of your kiss, coffee-laced intoxicating on her lips... shut it out, I've got no claim on you now, I'm not allowed to wear you freedom down

i can not go through the ocean. i can not drive the streets at night. i can not wake up in the morning without you on my mind. and so your gone and im haunted i bet you are just fine. did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life.

So you're gone and i'm haunted
And i bet you are just fine
Did i make it that easy to walk
Right in and out of my life

I will not deny that my heart has long occupied itself with the most tender feelings for another. So strong were these impulses that I indulged myself by thinking that if I could not have him whom I admired whom I will admit it now when I would not before I loved then I would never want another. However those are sentiments best saved for one of Lily's romances. The heart is a far more practical thing and in its life is happily capable of more than a single attachment.

I wrote you a letter today, saying all the things I have wanted to say....I set in on fire and watched the ashes swirl delicately in the breeze and flitter away. Freeing my heart of words unspoken that you choose not to hear since you walked away without a word. Lifting the weight of the past from around my neck

She took a step and didn't want to take any more, but she did.