My life has become like a bus, and I'm just watching it pass by

There is an evil creeping inside
The darkness has a firm hold on me
There is a desire burning within
Ambition seeks to replace the air I breathe
There is a voice, relentless voice in my head
My peace has abandoned me
There is nothing but loneliness
A hollow place I can't trace
A void filled with nothing but space
A sorrow with which no one can relate
I'm just an innocent girl longing for tranquillity
But I'm fading away
Fear has taken over me

Dream it
See it
Feel it
Be it

Delight in your weaknesses because they make you stronger
Delight in your imperfections because they make you perfect
Rejoice in your sorrow because it adds to your joy
Relish at your pain because it makes your relief worth while
Be glad when you are sad because it accentuates your happiness
Be happy when they put you down because it makes you fight that much harder

Accept when you are corrected because it adds to your wisdom
Laugh at your tears
Confront your nightmares
Forgive your enemies
Love them all

ROCK STATE OF MIND

The lights go out
Darkness takes over my mind
I can see only the unreal…
The sound of the piano
Whispers in my ears
Provoking the sea of tears
Breaking down the strings
Attaching me to my fears

The violin wakens the dreams
Creating the will
Detaching from the ground
Lifting me up
To be one with the dark clouds
To feel the storm whelming up inside

The strings of the guitar cinches
The cords binding me to you
Luring me to the ends of the galaxies
Gluing me to an inaccessible time
Where time stands still
And pain continuously spills

But your voice slithers in between
Rising with each beat
Stretching out its wings
Sheltering me from the wind
Fighting my wars
Risking it all

Silence…..

The pulsation of the drums
Join with the beats of my heart
Stating their case in sync
Awakening me to your presence
And in a flash of lightning
Heaven and earth become one

The piano severing the strings to my fears
The violin forging a storm
The guitar freezing time
Your voice fighting my wars
The drums breathing life into me
That’s rock for me
The rock state of mind

I am not a queen; I am nothing at your service