It's not the way I wanted my brother to come back. But at least I know where he is now.

He may have bumped his head on the way out. It's tough to say. I wish I knew.

This is not how I wanted to start the New Year.

The past three weeks have been a living hell for us. I just wish my brother was back with me.

I thought he was just outside smoking and talking on the phone like he normally does. He probably just lost his balance and fell overboard.

They haven't found anything. That's a good sign, in a way.