I'm still swimming.

Remember to do the things you enjoy away from swimming, regularly.

I've enjoyed training again, I've enjoyed pushing myself in the pool and I'll keep on swimming until I feel I cannot get any more out of myself.

I'm more comfortable knowing that, chances are, I'm going to fail at this. I've become comfortable with that.

I think now I'll probably take a few days off and enjoy the competition and then sit down with a few people and work out what is next, work out what the next preparation will be and what competition will be next.

Compared to how I have raced before and how I have competed, the success that I have had, this does look like doom compared to it.