I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real

I hurt myself today to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain the only thing that's real

What have I become?
My sweetest friend;
everyone I know goes away in the end.
And you could have it all:
my empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.

Alex is doing great and fitting in well, ... I can't begin to tell you what a difficult job it is to replace your drummer in this band, and these guys have truly risen to the high-pressure situation that it is.

I'd like to personally thank the audience in San Diego for your understanding and the respect you displayed last night. I will make it up to you.

dream it all up again.