I don't have the feeling of being motivated by anger, revenge or frustration.

There is nothing worse than having an enemy who is a total loser. It's incredibly frustrating when seeking revenge against one, because you come to the realization that there is really nothing you can do to make the person's life worse than it already is. They have nothing to take, there is no way to screw them over if you have been their victim. It's maddening.

My recipe for dealing with anger and frustration: set the kitchen timer for twenty minutes, cry, rant, and rave, and at the sound of the bell, simmer down and go about business as usual

Anytime there is frustration, it lights a fuse for anger.

The frustration and anger is understandable and justifiable.

Even though music is something I travel around doing, it is also a very private thing. A sort of escapism.