Even though you forgave me, I still feel like l did something wrong. Whenever we chat, I know you are hiding the truth. If you just confess I can deal with it by helping you out.

When I look at you, I start to get tears in my eyes. I feel like you will never forgive what I did. You say you forgave me but the way you act tells me a different story. I don't know why you never let the past go and let the present lead you into the future.

When I don't get help, I look for it but stay quiet. When I get help, I don't appreciate it since all it gives me is attention. Though people will often enjoy center, I would rather stay in the dark with no help when people care the most.

When I smile, you frown as if I did something to harm you. When I frown, you smile as if you just won the lottery. There is no way to please you so I don't even bother because when I do, all you give me is pain.

The light from you is like I am being pulled into a death trap. When you start to dim the light, I start to worry when all you are doing is pulling me in deeper.

Like the sun, you stay for a limited amount of time. When you are gone, I sit there waiting there until I see you next. When you finally come back up, you forget everything that happened the day before because the night covered you up and took everything away from you.