The light from you is like I am being pulled into a death trap. When you start to dim the light, I start to worry when all you are doing is pulling me in deeper.

I betray her, I betray myself and make you happy. I betray you, I betray myself and make her happy. It seems like I can never make both of you smile so I will make you frown even more; I'm gone.

When I smile, you frown as if I did something to harm you. When I frown, you smile as if you just won the lottery. There is no way to please you so I don't even bother because when I do, all you give me is pain.

You always tell me to be careful around everyone else but you when you are the actual cause of my pain.

I wanted you for a long time and you never realized how much I cared for you. I have asked you many questions that would hopefully get the hint. You haven't noticed after my attempts and I start to stop. You think that I have stopped caring for you and you start to wonder why. I finally give up on you and you start to question. You started to care for me when I stay in the shadows. When I come into the light, you push me aside like I was never actually there.

You are like an evergreen tree. You are always there whenever I need you. You have rough edges that people would cut off, but that is your natural beauty. You are like that one star in the sky that shines the brightest, and only wears out to those who pay to much attention to just you. You are a four leaf clover, the luckiest of all that no one else could find because I was the only one that actually tried to look for you.