But these are days we dream about, when the sunlight paints us goldAnd this apartment could not be prettier as we danced up there alone

Why are you scared to dream of god when it's salvation that you want?

When I was a kid, I used to fantasize about death. Not that I was suicidal, but there was an attraction there. I went from 'I don't care what happens' to 'everything is terrifying.'

But these are days we dream about, when the sunlight paints us gold
And this apartment could not be prettier as we danced up there alone

I want a lover I don't have to love

I always go into a bit of a funk when the days get shorter and there's not enough sunlight.