when we were kids<br />laying around the lawn<br />on our<br />bellies<br /><br />we often talked<br />about<br />how<br />we'd like to<br />die<br /><br />and<br />we all<br />agreed on the<br />same<br />thing;<br /><br />we'd all<br />like to die<br />fucking<br /><br />(although<br />none of us<br />had<br />done any<br />fucking)<br /><br />and now<br />that<br />we are hardly<br />kids<br />any longer<br /><br />we think more<br />about<br />how<br />not to<br />die<br /><br />and<br />although<br />we're<br />ready<br /><br />most of<br />us<br />would<br />prefer to<br />do it<br />alone<br /><br />under the<br />sheets<br /><br />now<br />that<br /><br />most of<br />us<br /><br />have fucked<br />our lives<br />away.