What if reality is nothing but some disease?

We all die. The goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.

I hate how I don't feel real enough unless people are watching.

Reality means you live until you die. The real truth is nobody wants reality

You can tell people the truth, but they'll never believe you until the event. Until it's too late. In the meantime, the truth will just piss them off and get you in a lot of trouble.

So you just walk home.

some soap opera, you know, real people pretending to be fake people with made-up problems being watched by real people to forget their real problems.