You didn't have to explain all that in a colorful language. U can either hire a whipper to whip you daily, a stripper to make you lose your mind (my favorite); or forgive yourself . The later is the best but it takes time, and it works every time.
People underestimate the power of time, time can demolish civilizations; let alone ur self.
— Norain
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