<i>Think about a good memory,</i> she whispers in my mind. <i>Remember a moment when you loved him.</i><br /><br /> And just like that, I do. <br /><br /><i>"What did the fish say when it hit a concrete wall?" he asked me. We're sitting on the bank of a stream and he's tying a fly onto my fishing rod, wearing a cowboy hat and red lumberjack-style flannel shirt over a gray tee. So adorable. <br />"What?" I say, he grins. Unbelievable of how gorgeous he is. And that he's mine. He loves me and I love him. <br />"Dam!" he says.</i>