There's something to say about inspiration - when it comes into your life...the feeling is insatiable.

Creativity is the catalyst to the future.

I love you when you’re happy.
I love you when you’re sad.
I love you if you’re angry,
And I love you if you’re bad.

No matter how you feel,
I love you all the time.
Oh my sweet, dear baby,
I love you all the time.

I jolt up, a scream lodged in my throat. Drops of sweat roll down my forehead and my throat hurts as if I've been screaming for a long time.

It’s too dangerous…I would never be able to forgive myself if something happened to him. I wouldn’t be able to bare it. Forgiveness would be out of the question; beyond my ability. I would never be able to forget that the boy I loved was hurt…or worse…because he came to this world. Because of me.

I can feel that I'm in a dream, but I can't wake myself up.