The focus on my appearance has really surprised me. I've always been a size 14 to 16, I don't care about clothes, I'd rather spend my money on cigarettes and booze.

People are starting to go on about my weight but I'm not going to change my size because they don't like the way I look.

I have never been insecure, ever, about how I look, about what I want to do with myself. My mum told me to only ever do things for myself, not for others.

When I spend money on myself, it's almost always on shoes and clothes. I'm addicted to shoes. I always have been, since I was a kid. When I was young, I could never get the shoes I really wanted.

I don't spend much money on clothes; I never did.

Clothes are like armor. They have to be perfect and flawless to the rest of the world, because if they do, people bring you down.