The Enemy can't destroy me without destroying my Helper, and since Christ is my Helper, i remain indestructible

Not how long, but how well have you being a Christian.

Heaven is not a destiny, there's a price we must pay to get that Crown

If you believe that your destiny can be delayed, then it has been denied because he whom you believe can delays it, can delay it till your death, and as thus it has been denied

Ipromised my self that i will never be in pains but it's only in pains that i realised that i wasn't the creator of my self.

Its one thing to forsake sin and quiet another to be forsaken by sin because to abstain from sin when we no longer have the means to sin, is to be forsaken by sin and not that we forsake it