Ones upon a time I gave you my heart.Now it's in pieces and you're no longer around.I know you don't deserve me anymore but I just can't let you go...All those moments we shared will always stay in my heart. Now I'm sitting here all alone staring at the pictures we once took wishing you were here with me.But I know you won't come back and that's what hurts the most.

I'm sorry. I know we fight, but who doesn't? We aren't perfect. We're gonna fight sometimes. But I'm never going to stop loving you, no matter how much we fight or what we fight about. I just want to let you know that I love you and the reason I'M apologizing, whether I started it or not, is because I love you more than I love my pride. I would rather lose a stupid argument than lose you.

I want you, but then again I don't. I'm willing to take a chance, but not really. To tell you the truth, I'm scared. I've been hurt and heartbroken too many times. I'm afraid that if I open up, it'll only end in disaster. That pain is going to be there whether I like it or not and I apologize. I'm not saying to wait for me cause I would hate to do that to you, but I'm just saying that I am worth it.

Sorry I had to let you go but I couldn’t hold on anymore. It kills me to let you go but its even worse to see that you don’t care at all about me. You mean everything to me but I guess to you, I'm just another friend. The more I hold on, the more I'm going to get hurt. Someday I'm going to look back and regret and I’m gonna wish I tried harder but the sad truth is, that in the end the one that gets hurt isn’t you, its me.

I still remember the time you were almost mine. The time I almost told I loved you, but I just couldn't. You were standing there waiting for me to say it but it just wouldn't come out. Maybe I was too afraid to admit my feelings to you, fearing you would reject me but I hope someday you'll realize how much you meant to me.

I missed you today, but that was nothing new. I didn't have to go far to see you. I just had to go the closet and pull out an old album. I always find you there, even in my darkest days. Even though everything in life will change, the memories in the album will never fade. Every time I take a look at the pictures, the flashbacks start to hit me and within moments I go back to the start when I first saw you. I don't want to look back at those days but I just cant help it. I still didn't move on.