once,a boy told a girl : i will stay with you forever, little did she know that his forever is only three months because..he died of cancer!

كل صباح أعدّ قهوتي و أفتح نافذتي لاستقبال ذلك اليوم الجديد علي أمل أن أري بعضا من ملامحك في بعثرة المارّة الماضين علي عجل..و أفرح حين أفعل

... And the boy whose hair remained the color of lemons forever.

Then I saw her smile so close to my eye that there was nothing to see but the smile and the thought came into my head that I’d never been inside a smile before. Who’d have thought being inside a smile would be so ancient and so modern both at once

It's really going to happen. I really won't ever go back to school. Not ever. I'll never be famous or leave anything worthwhile behind. I'll never go to college or have a job. I won't see my brother grow up. I won't travel, never earn money, never drive, never fall in love or leave home or get my own house.
It's really, really true.
A thought stabs up, growing from my toes and ripping through me, until it stifles everything else and becomes the only thing I'm thinking. It fills me up like a silent scream.

I didn't tell him that the diagnosis came three months after I got my first period. Like: Congratulations! You're a woman. Now die.