Most important to me is that he stay away from my wife, Pamela,

I just want to be buried next to (Pamela) when it's my turn, ... It should have been my turn.

I still am constantly about to pick up the phone and call Pamela. I valued her life, not so much mine.

I would do anything for Pamela. I just adore her.

The cops are doing the best they can. They treat me so kindly and with such decency.

It just looked like a crime scene photo I've seen over and over,