Looking back now, he was not behaving like he used to.

We knew he could be mad. It wasn't like we didn't mow the lawn when we were supposed to. But we also hoped that since he taught us all of this and raised us to be good, maybe someday the light bulb will come on.

What's right's right and what's wrong's wrong. I wanted to be just like him.

I wanted to be just like him.

I felt like if I could I would get up and run as fast and far as I could. Just ... pretend like it didn't happen.

Since he taught us all of this and raised us to be good, maybe some day the light bulb will come on.