ive loved an ive falllen but yet until now ive always gotten back up but ur blow to the heart has surly knocked me down for good now there's a whole in my chest from the bullet you shoved through but yet i will try to stand strong because i refuse to beg to you.

happiness it can come so easily but once its gone its so hard to get back so why do we risk everyday our happiness why do we risk being put through hell an back just to feel normal once its gone why do we cause so much pain dose it realy help this is a question im constantly asking will it help if have real pain instead of mental will that rope or that razzor realy help will the dry wall withstand my anger and my emotions

pain it can hurt you so bad that you think you just cant take it anymore but it can also teach you life valuable life lessons so treasure them an never forget them

tho it may hurt to try you should never give up because you may never know were it may lead.

my hands shake from the discomfort and pain this world puts me throught my eyes burn from crying over the problems this world brings my heart aces from all the repairs ive had to do once you said we were through but thats not what hurts what hurts is my soul the one place i thought you wouldent infeltrate but yet you did and you shreded it alonge with my will to go on i hope your happy sincerly a fading shadow

every body thinks im this cheerful littel person with a wonderful smile but the truth is i hide behind that smile all of my pain suffering and sorrows they hide behind that smile nobody knows how i truly feel nobody can see the damage inside of me or the tears i shead before i go to bed or the bruises i cause or hear the voices in my head that telll me im not worth it nobody can see the real me not evan the ones who i love so mutch