It's tough. We've been thinking all day of playing and getting ready. When I ran out for warm-ups, I had to start walking. It was like an ice rink.

That's unbelievable. I think everyone was just feeling relaxed, there was no pressure. You want to win, but you have no pressure so you come out and shoot your shots, and you get in a rhythm.

We reversed the ball and got better shots tonight. We knew Portland would make a comeback.

I very often wake up at two in the morning with my stomach going over. Sometimes it's difficult to work out why - it's all the things you've put to one side during the day.

The day before our last scrimmage, I started thinking about it. But before that, I tried to not think about that too much, just focus on myself and improving this team.

It's frustrating for everyone, they've gotten their hopes up every day thinking they're going to spend their summer here in Jackson Hole.