It's definitely a reality check. It scares the hell out of you.

It's all uncharted waters with what we're dealing with right now. If we're talking elbow surgery, shoulder surgery or something like that, we've got time frames of things that's happened. This thing here is an unknown. How many people have you heard of that's torn an artery?

I want to be here and be with the guys. I love that. But when they go out, I've got to stay in here and I can't do any upper-body weights, throwing or nothing like that, especially right out of the chute the first day or two ? it's eating ya up.

I leaned against my door, struggling to catch my breath, and thought that maybe hell wasn't a place at all, but a thing. A contagious thing. A thing that could creep up the steps, seep through the crack under my door, grow horns and sprout fire - smelling faintly like sulfur. A thing that could sink its tendrils inside and take root, coloring everything gray and distorting a smile into a sneer. And while i got dressed for the play, swatted at my back and kept running my hands over my stomach because I could feel it, I swear, I could feel it reaching for me, trying to grab hold.

When you get off the diving board, you realize that God is doing 95% of the swimming

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