It's been brutal, sometimes I can't get out of my own way. I'm still trying to figure out what I need to do.

Not to take anything away from the other guys, but Tommy has got a little desire to go after this $1 million. That would be huge for bowling. We would all like to see it happen.

That basically tells you you've performed all year long. It's kind of a bonus. Some guys say they want to earn it like everybody else, but you have earned it, in my eyes, if you've bowled great all year long and you're in the top four.

I haven't done anything yet. I've made the free throws. I made a couple shots. That's not my goal. My goal is to play full time next year.

But I can't let it get to me too much because I know I have one year to prove myself.

I'm always trying to find where things fall correctly. I'll go through 50 or 60 records, trying to blend it with one rock or '80s track before I'll even decide which one I'm going to use.