It's at points terrifying but again, I have great faith that God will get them through this.

God only knows what we'll see. I already have whiplash from all the colorful, hippy, boho looks from summer to the black, black, black and more black for fall. I hope now that I've bought my black, it's here for a while.

That gives me a lot of practice so I can kind of catch up to guys who have been playing for 20 years and it helps me see a lot of hands.

Two thousand hands, and everyone of them I could have gone broke on. I really had to pay attention.

Its devastating to think of them going through---what they are going through as far as just getting their job done, helping other people and in the back of their mind they know they have nothing to go home to.

I know I yelled, but I'll have to watch the video to see what else. I knew he was very aggressive and I knew he would go all in. I had only bet a third of my chips, so even if I lost that hand, I would still have a shot.