It's a lot different here (Lancaster), but it's still nice. In New Orleans, you know, there were a lot parades and decadence.

I didn't think much would happen for Christmas, but we were pleasantly surprised.

I want it to get rebuilt so my mom can live there.

For me, it was never a question of whether or not I was transgender. It was a question of what I'd be able to handle transitioning and having to do it in the public eye. One of the issues that was hard for me to overcome was the fear of that.

I'm just a regular guy. All these ideas that children shouldn't watch me, I'm going to be confusing, all this stuff, it's crazy.

When I realised I was transgender I was so afraid of what my transition would do to everyone else in my life and how they would react to it and would I be rejected?