In England, I met a couple who run a children's home. They were very kind and showed me many nice spots in England.

A house is kind of scary.

As soon as I get on my boat, something inside me changes. Then I really feel what living is.

There were many in the party that did not want me to run.

My parents have sailed around the world; they know what can happen and that it's not always fun, but because I want to do it so much, they agreed and supported me.

Over a period of 11 months, I was constantly afraid that Youth Care would lock me up. It was all a frightening and traumatic experience. So often, these terrible memories come to me. I can't ignore them.