I'm very overwhelmed. Seeing this is way overwhelming. It reminds me we're one big family . . . one big brotherhood.

'This is a family,' he told me,

We're all very close. It's like family. When we first got here, it was a little different, but we've gotten used to it. If we come out and play like we want to, we can do real good.

But this is my job. You know when family issues come up, you have three days that you can take away from the team. That's what happened in May. But as long as I'm healthy and I can get a job I'll keep playing.

It's scary -- for a family, for parents.

Everything that happened, broke our family. What he did, he has to pay for it. He took the life of somebody. A person like this shouldn't be out on the street.