I'm a person who is expressionless sometimes. But it really hurts inside to go about losing a game. It is devastating to everyone.

I am looking to be back into the game, it's been a while and it's getting a bit frustrating. As you all know, I want to play cricket and I'll see what happens from here on.

[Hitting coach Greg] Walker showed us before the game that he gets most of his outs on inside pitches. We were looking for pitches out over the plate and looking to take them up the middle or the opposite way.

On the outside, I'm taking it well. But on the inside, it hurts. Not being able to do the things I want to do, especially work,

It hurts and it is heartbreaking. We battled hard.

We are very excited. We have lost the last two years here and I can't stand losing here. I don't ever want to do it again.