if police had picked you up, we wouldn't be talking right now.

He is an addict - period,

When I went back to Shea last year it really hit me how much the fans care for me, it still gives me goose bumps. I want to do the right thing for them and my family.

If you can get an out on one pitch, take it. Let the strikeouts come on the outstanding pitches. Winning is the big thing. If you throw a lot of pitches, before you know it, your arm is gone.

I've done enough wrong on my own, I don't want to get blamed for something I didn't do.

I don't feel any pressure. I just try to stay calm, follow my game plan and try not to overthrown.