If I could go back and change how I left the NRL, I would. My name will forever be tarnished but I wasn't the man I am now.

Obviously, if I could go back and change anything, I would be a perfect man. And I know there's no perfect man.

I would not want to live if I could not perform. It's in my will. I am not to be revived unless I can do an hour of stand-up.

For myself, it's trying to do my best in whatever I am doing. At this time, it is boxing; then when I get home, I want to be the best father, the best husband, the best man I can be.

Sometimes they are big hurdles, but good players can overcome them. I am trying to do my best.

I'm a lot more comfortable in the ring. I'm comfortable catching punches, and defensively, I feel like I've improved a lot. I am banking on my athleticism. I've worked hard on my footwork.