I'd always been the big, awkward kid. Now, it's nice to kind of be the big man on campus.

We were in the gym five nights a week, Monday through Friday, 7 to 10 (p.m.) every night. Just running and working on fundamentals and footwork. It really helped me come into my own. It helped me mature, and I don't think I'm done yet.

I was a very shy, overly big, kind of creepy-looking kid.

It was really pretty nice. We missed all the showers before we got in. It was a little windy, but nothing that was a major factor.

The minute I get a big head and start acting like the big man on campus, it's all downhill from there.

An angry young man who sets out to kill a cop, or anybody else, ought to be locked up for the rest of his life. To say, gee, if you're mentally ill you can be forgiven for murdering somebody, you're giving a license to kill to millions of people.