I wonder, with all the flowers in the garden, how many of them ever think of hanging themselves with the garden hose, if ever they can.

We hide our demons so good, that the angels we show, bare the shame on their faces.

(...) Since I was a kid."
"Which you refer to as 'back when you were happy.'"
"Right.

I waste at least an hour every day lying in bed. Then I waste time pacing. I waste time thinking. I waste time being quiet and not saying anything because I'm afraid I'll stutter.

I can't eat and I can't sleep. I'm not doing well in terms of being a functional human, you know?

I didn't want to wake up. I was having a much better time asleep. And that's really sad. It was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you're so relieved. I woke up into a nightmare.