I went backwards and forwards over it until I was 22. And then in the past few years I began to say to myself, OK, look, I'm not messing around. This is something I want to attack, instead of thinking, I'll just see what happens with it.

I had a best friend once 20 years down the line a friendship that you just do not get now, i regarded him as a brother but he stabbed me in the back lost track of what was real and pushed me out and away because of misunderstandings and stress.I was his best friend these are no empty words, they are the truth.Was he to me i question it now.Gary F Evans...

I start from scratch with each movie; I wipe the slate and I certainly don't rely on some bag of acting tricks I've amassed over the years.

VIEW FROM A HILL

I am not yet quite over it.
I am lying down on top of it.
Surveying behind me a wasteland
Of dried-up promise.
While the lights below twinkle
With dull mocking uncertainty.
There isn't much left to look forward to,
And the looking forward of the past has been belied.

What happened in the past is just that, the past. Champion or not.

That's history. I say history because it happened in the past.