I should go," I said thickly. "Let me know when you want to start practice again. And thanks for...talking."<br /><br />I started to turn; then I heard him say abruptly, "No."<br /><br />I glanced back. "What?"<br /><br />He held my gaze, and something warm and wonderful and powerful shot between us.<br /><br />"No," he repeated. "I told her no."<br /><br />"I..." I shut my mouth before my jaw hit the floor. "But...why? That was a once-in-a-lifetime thing. You could have had a baby. And she...she was, you know, into you..."<br /><br />The ghost of a smile flickered on his face. "Yes, she was. Is. And that's why I had to say no. I couldn't return that...couldn't give her what she wanted. Not when..." He took a few steps toward me. "Not when my heart is somewhere else.