I never got into a real good rhythm at all, ... Extremely disappointed in starting off the series and the game like that. Just gave them too much.

Obviously, the starting pitcher, you've got to set the tone. The first inning, give up three runs, that's just terrible. It's extremely disappointing. I'm embarrassed. I don't know what to say. I've got to go around to every guy and apologize.

I said, 'Oh gosh, I've got to somehow, some way, get ready to pitch Game 5 in Atlanta,'

Nolan told me that it was not going to feel good this year, ... That's the problem. You don't know how your arm is going to feel one day to the next. Every time I go out there, it's a battle. Some days it feels better than others. And I've put a lot on it this year.

My legs are starting to get back under me. I'm getting my rhythm back and I'm just going out there to play. Not really thinking about it.

We still need to find a rhythm. Hopefully in the game on Saturday we can find a good rhythm that we can take into the season.