I like the performing part, it gives me a huge rush but it still makes me nervous. Being in front of large crowds is intimidating to me and I feel myself withdrawing.

You've got to be patient, especially for the front four. It's very frustrating to rush the way they rush, and things just aren't clicking because there is just one guy after another back there.

If someone has a foot fetish, I'd have an in.

It was between the ages of 14 and 20 and I started off not eating at all, maybe an apple a day.

When I was dealing with the eating disorder, I wanted to look like the stick-thin models, but then I started reading fitness magazines and seeing these girls with great bodies that weren't too muscular.

Time really has gone by fast. I don't know if your path is pre-written or what, but it's crazy how one thing just leads to another.