I had a very difficult and complex relationship with my father, ... It was only when I was 15 years old that I was able to breathe a little and realize all that my father had done.

an order from outside.

First of all, wala naman nangyayari, tumatagal ng tumatagal, hanggang naghihirap na lang ang taongbayan (Nothing is happening, it is just getting prolonged and the people are suffering),

100 percent certain that they're watching the situation all the time.

as the jueteng allegations are based on hearsay or presented by dubious characters who have either recanted or been rebutted by other more credible witnesses and evidence.

It's a very difficult, complex dilemma that we face.