I had a really lovely childhood, but I wasn't the easiest kid to live with.

I had always wanted to be on SNL, it's not always great, but it's this leftover childhood dream.

I want tragic and poetic forever! That's how I want to live every day.

I didn't really get a normal childhood.

It's like, you can know you want to live your life by being yourself, but how do you actually do that? That can be a whole lifelong journey.

I was the 'no one understands me' teenager. But I think truly I've realized now that I didn't understand a thing myself. So I just had some livin' to do.