I go with bittersweet feelings. But it is important for me to go back.

I always wanted to remain one step ahead of those who wanted me dead.

I am happy to be here and share my story with you.

Is it really possible to tell someone else what one feels?

He thought they were getting serious. He wanted to go over and find out exactly what her feelings were and see what she wanted to do -- continue a relationship forward, or back it off.

Man by violating his own feelings becomes cruel. And how deeply seated in the human heart is the injunction not to take life.