I felt like it was my time to go, even though I was extremely upset that I had lost this opportunity. I knew that there was so much more ahead for me and this was a learning experience to get me through for when the right [opportunity] comes.

When I signed up for the show, my ultimate goal was being a role model for 13 million readers, but towards the end of the process it became more about the experience that will lead me to be a better role model. When that opportunity comes along I will have gained so much more knowledge and understanding about people and situations that will help me with whatever lies ahead.

The challenge pushed me as a leader to strive and come out of my comfort zone. We got to meet so many amazing people who work for MTV and actually getting to be in the TRL studio was an incredible experience that I definitely did not take for granted.

If the opportunity presented itself again, I would definitely take it. Even though there were ups and downs it was worth it in the end because I came out learning things about myself, things about others, and [gaining] friendships that I will have forever.

I learned that not everyone is the same; some are quick to judge, and if you're strong and keep your chin up you can achieve so many things while learning about others. When people come together and go through the same thing, it's amazing how much you depend on each other and you become a support team.

My lack of enthusiasm was due to my illness the night before. I was in the hospital until 3 a.m. and had to be up at 6 a.m.. Even though I was feeling just as sick as I was earlier, I decided to do the challenge with the rest of the girls. It probably hindered me from doing the best of my capabilities, but I wanted to show them that I could be strong.