I drove by all the places we used to hang out getting wasted<br />I thought about our last kiss, how it felt the way you tasted<br />And even though your friends tell me you're doing fine<br /><br />Are you somewhere feeling lonely even though he's right beside you?<br />When he says those words that hurt you, do you read the ones I wrote you?<br /><br />Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie?<br />If what we had was real, how could you be fine?<br /><br />'Cause I'm not fine at all<br /><br />I remember the day you told me you were leaving<br />I remember the make-up running down your face<br />And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them<br />Like every single wish we ever made<br />I wish that I could wake up with amnesia<br />And forget about the stupid little things<br />Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you<br />And the memories I never can escape<br /><br />'Cause I'm not fine at all<br /><br />The pictures that you sent me they're still living in my phone<br />I'll admit I like to see them, I'll admit I feel alone<br />And all my friends keep asking why I'm not around<br /><br />It hurts to know you're happy, yeah, it hurts that you've moved on<br />It's hard to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long<br /><br />It's like we never happened, was it just a lie?<br />If what we had was real, how could you be fine?<br /><br />'Cause I'm not fine at all<br /><br />I remember the day you told me you were leaving<br />I remember the make-up running down your face<br />And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them<br />Like every single wish we ever made<br />I wish that I could wake up with amnesia<br />And forget about the stupid little things<br />Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you<br />And the memories I never can escape<br /><br />If today I woke up with you right beside me<br />Like all of this was just some twisted dream<br />I'd hold you closer than I ever did before<br />And you'd never slip away<br />And you'd never hear me say<br /><br />I remember the day you told me you were leaving<br />I remember the make-up running down your face<br />And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them<br />Like every single wish we ever made<br />I wish that I could wake up with amnesia<br />And forget about the stupid little things<br />Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you<br />And the memories I never can escape<br /><br />'Cause I'm not fine at all<br />No, I'm really not fine at all<br />Tell me this is just a dream<br />'Cause I'm really not fine at all