I dreamt about you last night. The horror in my mind; But the comfort and smile in my heart. Wanting to search more but I have awaken.

When I dream go into a parallel universe: dreaming of my past memories that my subconscious was holding on too for me; I dream nonsense dreams that don't make any sense but also teach me a lesson at the same time! I dream dreams that later on in my life comes true-like I am psychic; my dreams awaken me when I need to be awaken; my dreams is a part of my inner soul; I feel trap in a endless parallel world-usually a good feeling that I don't want to be awaken from.

My heart is feeling up with pain. Feeling so sad and depressed wishing that my love for you can fade away.. Just seeing you with her saying I love you more than anything. after a week of dating her.. Why do I have to feel this pain?

How I miss you so much every time I see your face I just smile and my heart jumps with excitement. how I wish you could miss me the way I miss you. Hoping one day you will love me the way I still love you... Holding me in your arms again. Oh I miss the way you sang to me; the way you held my hand every time we went walking. every time I pass by Elitches I think of you and only you; the time I had my First Kiss.

Never will you understand the pain that is overwhelming my soul. Hiding behind my smile and joyful eyes. Taking the anger and emotions out on the ones I love the most; pain feeling up making me exhausted. Feeling a heavy stone laying upon my heart. Slowly draining my emotions away.

What hurts the most is that you played me. by coming down on a special event for me holding my hand saying "I hope I can make this night special." Following me all over like if you really cared for me. Than 3 days later your in a relationship with someone else. Like that night never happened.