I don't think that Dreamworks would have signed me expecting to really mess around with whatever it is I do.

It was kind of ridiculous to carry it up to a certain point and then drop the ball or the bomb, like quitting the band right after we had signed to Virgin.

But I was also doing odd jobs around Portland, like spreading gravel and transplanting bamboo trees.

I wondered if I would talk about drug use. But I guess, why hide it?

Let whatever is going to happen to me happen. I'm expecting the worst for myself and I'm resigned to it.

I actually don't think that I'm gonna sell a lot of records.