I couldn't find my cup of tea.

So probably, I've been simply taking a sip from everyone else's cup. May be it shouldn't matter as long as there is tea to drink. Or should it?

But sometimes, when she'd be all by herself, walking home late in the evening on a crowded street she'd be afraid of her own shadow following her...

With a few more days to hold on to, some of us are walking on a tight rope, ready to fall but we know not on which side we want to drown ourselves.
On one side there is freedom and the desire to be this carefree, a little irresponsible, a little selfish, a little too thrifty, with some mismanagement, two broken cellphones, one broken laptop, some lost valuables but a heart unbroken and recently found.
On the other side awaits luxury and responsibility amidst some smog, some corruption, some people dear to us, some love, some misunderstandings, some too-many-people suffocation, some fun, some reality you are willing to face, some reality you wish didn't exist.
You don't wanna go back but there is nothing much left here to be for.
You wanna go back but you know once you're back you're gonna miss this time, this place, this feeling terribly.
You're a nobody here yet everything in some memorable times,
You're somebody there holding on to not be a nobody.
I had been living in the moment but today my wallet hardly made a sound as it dropped on the floor.
"Nothing much left here to be for," it said.

It is not as much about who you used to be, as it is about who you choose to be.

And then what's the whole point if you're harsh to those who love you and soft to those who don't care...

Yesterday, she shed tears, keeping her head on my shoulders. And I think she's not going to be fine because I know she won't. Because a couple of years back, I wasn't.
And when you know that you've fallen hard on a cold ground and are still lying there, what do you tell others who are taking the fall?
You close your eyes. You accept to lie there a little longer.

But I lie on my bed now, and it's a little too warm today.