I can see patterns in events, and behaviors; in mathematics, I follow slower

There are patterns which emerge in one's life, circling and returning anew, an endless variation of a theme

Math is sometimes called the science of patterns.

You do not have enough data to assign value to any action in the book Starseed Transmissions.

Of course genes can’t pull the levers of our behavior directly. But they affect the wiring and workings of the brain, and the brain is the seat of our drives, temperaments and patterns of thought. Each of us is dealt a unique hand of tastes and aptitudes, like curiosity, ambition, empathy, a thirst for novelty or for security, a comfort level with the social or the mechanical or the abstract. Some opportunities we come across click with our constitutions and set us along a path in life.

And having once chosen, never to seek to return to the crossroads of that decision-for even if one chooses wrongly, the choice cannot be unmade.